I don't want to explain my absence from the blogging world,well i don't have to..but i want to re-enter the scene because i think, and i am certain i want to make my relationship work. i want to make my life work.
the recent months has taught me lifes' lessons in almost every way i could have ever imagined. the relentless days of being in love and and being caught in love's frictions are far from over. i have always seen it as a failure on my part for being complacent. and for being idle in ways i think my dear would always be doing okay. but god knows how much i've hurt her over the days and god knows she knows i care. because i care. and i care much. but im human and i do stupid things to make myself blinded by my stupidity.
She should know that im her most loyal fan.
She should know that i want her by my side as much as she wants me close to her.
She should know that i can't walk straight without her showing me the directions.
She should know that no matter where in the world i am , she'll always be in my heart .
She would know i love her even if i didnt say it out.
She would feel it. And ive felt it before. because she has given me attention. and i think it's time i gave myslef a slap on the face and give her the attention she deserves because i wouldn't want to lose her even for a bit.
I love her, yes i do.
and nothing changes.
I'm sorry Noor Azah for all the things ive done to you.
P.S ; i Love you
