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29.04.2010
They say that you have 7 days in a week.
I live my world in 8
8 days that is. One way to see this is that i am taking things at my own rate but i cant keep going on like this. Next friday, crunch time. Not crunch the chocolate but crunch time exam time.
Damn. Its coming at me too fast. Or i havent done my part to get prepared. Either way, it's not like i can duck and avoid getting through it without any fight. Damn once more, i havent completed going through my stuffs. I dreamt once of panicking in the Expo hall, never want that to become reality. becos believe me when i say i will pee in my pants. No time to waste Said, no time to fool around. Always be on my feet at least for the coming two weeks. God help me. And of course i need my baby by my side.
Macan friendly was a disappointment. One for the injury i picked up, two for the throw in the towel. It was pain up my shin, it got me limping. My friends reckon it was my first trophy. Its more of a reminder that i would never get to improve w/o feeling pain. This is real. Silat is real. Not just physical but mental too. But confidence is what youll get once u stare straight into your opponents eye. and i need more of that.Confidence. and i need to inflict pain and draw first blood because i will get pain in return anyways. And i want to do everyone proud. I want to do my baby proud. Because i want to stand tall. Stand taller than i am. root myself into the ground so strong that i wont shake off easily when the storm comes.
Moving on to my love life.
Nothing has been so much sweeter than me and her as a couple. Baby started her 2nd year a week ago or so. And for some reason i am proud of her. To see her back in school enlightens me. And im starting to get comfy with RP library (which i am in now at this moment ). Very calm environment with plenty of seats and most importantly powerpoint socket at every study table :)
I love how we've been having movie dates. And we'll useally have our personal recount and review of the movies. and this simple affair just keeps me smiling my way home.
And i realised that i ought to have more talking sessions with her. as in just spend time talking. any topic under the sun. cos love to me is build upon verbal consent. and there is no better way than to fall in love with her when we chat :) Nonsense atau tak nonsense , its still talk.
There is no other person that can understand me and my crap better than my baby:)
hehehe.
Btw tonight im getting my pay.
Cant wait.
for obvious reasons.
haha. Broke. A hole in my pocket.
A hole in my wallet. Its lighter than usual.
If i had a piggy bank, i would have broken it a long time ago.
Guess i just have to go to therapy.
Financial therapy. I know im still young but its for the future babe. haha.
I have a whole list of things i want to buy, but more things i need to settle first.
The parking fine ticket crumpled in my wallet. Need to settle that if not i'll end up in court.
Ass whooped! Nooooo!!
Wake up Said. Nak kene Tampar!
kbye. See u later sayang:) Love. Teeheeteehooo
I've come to notice that in this world, when two human beings are in love and in a tied knot, friction and hiccups are bound to occur regardless of how solid the bond that exist between them.
I'm in a relationship and i dont exclude myself or even my baby from this because it is inevitable, especially when you have come to realise how far you've gone together with your partner.
And me and my dear have had a few hairline hiccups together and i must say i'm happy thatwe managed it quite well. Speaking of which tomorrow will be our 3 months celebration, 3ple the love 3ple the care and 3ple the fun and laughter we shall have. :)
So it's been a busy few weeks. and i havent been juggling well with almost evrything i have under my belt. And it has made my baby frustrated a few times.
Well you see, i have an upcoming Silat IVP competition which is after my exams in early May, crisscross that with my work schedule and whatnot and other activities, i barely have time to really spend time with sayang. And of course it upsets me to see her upset inside. Cos i know she would feel uneasy to remind me about the amount of time she gets to spend with me. Sigh.
I do feel u baby.
But i also do try my best to squeeze every little time i have to meet you even though i'm quite tensed up about the exams. I feel that right now a lot of things are chasing after me and i do need you here by my side so that i feel a lot more relaxed. haiz. but like ive told you before, let us brave through these one month till after my exams and i promise you insyallah we'll get to meet more often k bby:))
Baby was away for a day
and i missed her
as if she was ridiculously so far away
Now i know how difficult it is to be apart from her:)
Btw i have a new iphone application obsession
and this is a product of that obsession. Love the lego bricks and the vibrant colours.represents how colourful your life can be when youre in love:))
kbye thats all teehee
PS;i love you
