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but i just wanna say that i miss him damn lotss..
sigh.
and i love him very much.
with love,
AzahVempira
;)
"To celebrate or not to celebrate that is the question..."
I have been busy. Really busy. Never been this busy for awhile since i stepped out of my security job line. As a 'runner' in Swissotel, i am required to always be on the ball, and always on my heels. Armed with a talkie and pocket book, running can be tough. Today i had to clear 8 jobs simultaneously within 20 mins sehh. It's a good thing they have fast-moving lifts if not i would just die off miserably. But yeah getting the hang of being a valet. Leg cramps and stiff necks balanced out with long idling breaks in between the hours. Hope i'll stay long in the job. hehe.
So have been wanting to straighten certain things out, especially some things to my baby.
I have been busy this week with my job and whatnot , i realised that i am now deprived of my freedom . I really didn't give this a thought before signing up because i was more concerned about getting more financially stable. It pity her for always having to travel down to City Hall just to meet me. And to see her gleaming cute little face of hers at the end of the day is always an overwhelming joy for me and i really do appreciate her sacrifices. And of course i will try to match this myself because it would not be fair for her if i take advantage of her efforts. Love u for this and for everything else baby :)
So on thursday me and baby finally revisited Keppel. The place where we had our first kissing scene in the rain :) It was scorching hot that afternoon.So hot that my baby had to put on shades hahahah.kbye. We spend awhile there before we left for Mount Faber on Cik Kia for some ehem2 session. hahah.
And today i had to meet her again not only because it's a Saturday but also because i miss her like crazy. Maklumlah i'm leaving singapore soon kan:( sob sob
We ate BK. Or BK ate us.Or more specifically BK ate up my 14dolars hahha. Okay not trying to be calculative here.Just feels satisfying to have eaten a full fast food meal after a looong time. And not to mention after a looong period surviving eating only Double Cheeeezzee.
So btw I had a panic-at-the-disco moment trying to decide where to go after that. So my mind coordinated with my instincts and pooof! a decision made to go to Botanical Gardens ( MCM paham aku). Botanical gardens never fails to amaze me with its beautiful landscapes and scenery. The sound and smell of flora and fauna comes together in peaceful tranquility. haha.(Last two lines mcm paham, okay cut the crap said) So me and sayang had our personal chill time hopping spots around. So relaxing and had fun haha. Always have fun whenever im with her.Yeaahh baybeh.Oh yeaah and thenupon leaving, i stupidly led both of us to the wrong exit sehh and we ended up exhausted trying to find our way to the main road.Sorry syg.
Before i end today's entry, i would like to wish my sayang a Happy Valentines day though i know she does not believe in celebrating the day. And to the chinese pple happy eating Bakkwa. Bakkwa is bad for your health Disclaimer. Chicken Floss Bun I loike! KBYE
I need to control myself/ Get the better of my 'Desire'
Love u baby! Teehee
If time was on my side, i would never find another use for a watch.
If i had the ability to freeze life, i would never need another someone by my side because i have you dear.
Today i met baby at RP and we lazed around in her school for the first time. I must say im amazed by how empty RP's TRCC can be in the afternoons, you can even lie down on the floor in the middle of the hallway without getting yelled at by the sucurity oppicer. haha.
So me and Baby had our routine study-but-forever-doing-other-thing session. The cafe at the first floor sufficed. I almost thought of indulging on a cheesecake or something to binge on cos i thought i was Babi and geloj.
Had fun with my baby today ! Yay! But unfortunately might not be able to meet her tml and thru the weekend.Boo:(
Sigh, i'm left with two weeks or so before i pack myself onto a plain to Egypt. Very ad boo boo:(
Seriously worried that i cannot cope missing her too much. Gonna think of a way we can still maintain some distant communication between each other. hopefully insyallah.
Love is felt when u know u can communicate unanonymously;even when the words don't come out; and you understand each other.
something i would only
share with someone i trust
i possess love for u dear
I want to take our love to a higher level
not that i need to, i want to..
as we discover new things between us
i want us to maintain the same level of affection
because our love is unique.
I love you sayang, Azahku.
haha, teehee
3/2/2010
I look steamy even when i eat durian. Oh durian your so seductive. Drop it like it's Hott,kbye.
I think i should declare Monday as moviee day. Got two person backing this notion, me and my baby. Hehe. Yesterday was the mark of our declaration, inaugurated by the screening of 'My Ex' at Lido. Lidolidolidolido, why i choose that place i-dont-know. Haha.
So thats three mondays in a row, consecutive. Hat-trick.
MyEx gave me the chills, spooky chills. Plenty of heart-wrenching scenes as expected that caught me by surprise and got me coward a bit. My baby knows it too. She was so cute when she cuddled me throughout the movie. By the way i'm fascinated by the beauty of the language, thai language. Thais seem to have the ability to make then words sound calm and smooth when spoken. At least when they're not angry haha cos they do tend to go high-pitched (err like high-pitched lady okaay oops mengumpat).
After all the fun i had at the movies, and after seeing my dear off , i headed to NTU for a slumber party with the boys haha. And watched Sherlock Holmes halfway yesterday nite only to find my friend Haikal dozing off by my side. Hahaha.
And yeahh miss my baby so much i could bite a biscuit. Okbye mepek.Takde Link, thought it sounded cute but No actually it makes me even stupider.
So hope that my day will be be as good or better than yesterday cos u know what they say about tuesdays. Actually nobody have ever said anything bout tuesday and im starting my nonsense again.Ohwell, this is me.
Ohya, greatest news ever, i have found my long lost sense of motivation to study so early in the morning. Wish this SEMANGAT had come to me earlier so i wouldnt have deemed studying an extremely impotent boring activity.
Okay chow, i want to make this activity last me long enough to feel that ive done something useful for the day.Gonna feel satisfied.Teehee.
*Love U*
BTW going swimming.Am amphibian