It's 2010 and i think i've finally found reason to welcome it
I don't know why it took me a while
Not that i didnt want to leave 2009
But i think i realised that some things had to remain in 2009
Nonetheless there was eventually a proper closure to the year
And i'm thankful for that
Thanks for the relentless support everyone
For standing by me when i wasn't myself
For helping me identify myself once again.
Today, January 13th
I felt joy and bliss,
Those feelings once familiar to me but turned stranger a few months back
Misery the reason
But R.I.P to all that
Cause i am brave enough to admit that god is giving me a new breathe of life
Or at least he knows i need one
In the form of an angel
Accidenal or Coincidental one may say
But i say that i think theres a reason behind
her presence
cos she makes me forget 2009
and makes me want to look forward to 2010
Allah and Rasul help me get things right
Cos i hope and
want to keep her close tonight
and oh boy i am smiling once again.
To Azah, thanks for coming into my life
"Seindah tiada lagi kau ku ingatkan,
sayang kau hilang
menanti
biar sampai akhir hayat ku di dunia ini
Kau tahu betapa ku sayang padamu
hanya bidadari sebagai ganti
Hanya takdir
menentukan ia
oh Belaian Jiwaaa"
Okay bye, Teehee
(P.S ur the only one who reads this blog btw, and i know u like to read blogs, so i dedicate this blog to u)
