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14/1/2010
VeeVo Vivo City
Was supposed to study but how to when i had someone special by my side who'd always never fail to make me laugh and smile.
Searched aimlessly for a spot at Vivo's rooftop
and settled for a 3hour chillax session together.
The cool calm weather with a little breeze , the best set-up for us to spend some time together..
We had no plans, just that tinge of spark and creativity to make each other laugh at silly jokes..No limit to how much nonsensical lines we each made and no one to care bout how loud our laughter were.
I felt alive , damn certain i did..
And i know she enjoyed herself even though her cute little eyebags were a bit swollen haha(so was mine, minimal hours of sleep)
Marina at Keppel Bay
Then the rain called us to move to a sheltered part of the building,
but we ended at a place which was -_- shelterless. But the it was no longer wet, it was shining once again. I had a nice little chat with her there, then came news which got her worried, and i hope i did my part in giving her the assurance that everything was going to be okay..cos i hate to see the smile on her face being reduced to a frown, though she still looks pretty either way.
And then the clouds were heavy once again and it got us distracted cos we were having the sweetest errm moment together ( i felt as if i was the luckiest person ever ) just like the snippets u see between Spiderman and MJ hehe..
And then i had a serious talk with her, something i had to do, something i told myself i would not want to keep numb about...
Dear Azah, i learned a lot of things about you that only made me fall in love with you even more..
It made me realise that im in a damn complex circumstance but at the same time i admit that i never ever would want to give up. I know that things were not forecasted to be as how it is right now but i am somewhat thankful
thankful of getting that chance of getting to know u better,and i've never regretted this.
There is always a reason behind what is happening to us and it may or may not be in our favour..
We may lay all our hope on one good thing but things may turn for the worse.( Hope i'm not confusing you)
All i'm saying is though i'm in such a situation, i can always hope for things to go my way but we can predict what is going to happen in the next 24 hours.
I have fallen in love with you with the utmost sincerity but i also do not want to be selfish to anyone especially Ratna.
And like ive told you, i do not want to give up easily because this maybe a way i can prove to you how far i'm willing to go.
Your my priority and remember that i want you to be okay and smiling always.
If it is fated that we can continue to this journey together, we will because we as humans cannot challenge fate.
And ohman the burden i pile up onto you, it makes you even more stressed :(
Just want you to relax, relfect and think of how u can move on to the next step.
And hope you don't make that move if you're not ready k dear.
I want you to be my ''teman istimewa" and i want our journey to be sweet. I'll always pray that things will be okay for you and me regardless of how this thing will turn out.
(P.S: ive noticed today that you are an expert bubblegum chewer and what a sweeet girl you are :)
Okie sorry for the long post and you may have to bear with my untidyness..and wonder what song will be stuck in your head today..hmm..maybe Suci dalam debu?
Toodles, Teehee, Love Shakemdsaid
